ok so in the past 5 years i have been bold enough to act on my feelings and be with women.. it just seems when things actually start to get good and are just warming up. Someone gets scared or ashamed and i am just tired of it. For example I was completely head over heels for a beautiful italian/puerto rican girl (we will call her liz) liz was awesome we had alot in common and the sex was great then she got so hard to read.. like she still wanted to be with me but only behind closed doors. I of course felt horrible and this in turn has made me feel like i am a complete idiot. I guess all I am saying is that if you have issues with your sexuality let someone know before you get involved at least so they know what to be expecting. blah! lol